Starting Sunday (the start of week 37...) I started to feel awfully pregnant. It's been every other day actually. But the pressure, the poking, the contractions etc. have finally started. I'm also terribly emotional at night time. I just hope that I can give two babies the love that I know I want to give my babies. Garrity has been the center of our lives...literally! I've found myself feeling overwhelmed and unable to fathom being able to read to Garrity at night and also tend to the needs of a new baby! Of course, I know I will be able to love two babies...it's just the idea of spreading myself large enough to really make both babies feel like they are the center of our lives...that's the scary part! I'm certain a bit of this emotional roller coaster ride is due to hormones as well! Really though, I'm ready to meet this little guy, but terrified all a the same time!
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